So I have been trying to stay away from the blog, and keep up my spirits. Every day I seem to get a little bit better at accepting the fact that my precious puppy is no longer suffering, and he is much happier and healthier where he is now. I have been trying not to dwell on things, and I have tucked all of Goliath's things in a drawer in my room.
I had a set back the other day when I opened his drawer to look for something. His fatty oil supplement (as i mentioned before) for his hair loss on his ears, spilled in his drawer. It was absorbed by the sympathy cards i received in regards to his passing, and also soaked up by a couple of his blankets and a chew toy. This really upset me and i wanted to cry. I wished he was still here for me to take care of him. I was mad that my sympathy cards were ruined! But as i sit here and type this, i cant help but wonder if that was maybe Goliath's special way of saying hello to me, and letting me know he is doing well. He of course had no other way of letting me know it was him unless he gave me something to clean up! So now i am confident and happy that he gave me another job to do =)
